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    Go figure I lost my job at Pop Shelf even though I gave my two weeks' notice... One of the managers was really... Mean to say in a nice way... They always made me nervous when I saw them (1 manager). I'm glad I did the right this time and did the two-week notice. Now looking for a new job until Spirit starts hiring again next month. I can't just wait til' next month to see if I get that job. I need one now. ASAP... I wasn't the only one having issues with that person. Everyone else was too. Finding a new job is such a bitch... Be back soon...

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 I HATE my job SO MUCH!!! Manager's not nice and makes me so fuckin' nervous EVERY time I go to work... I'm not the only one who feels this way at work. My anxiety goes haywire EVERY damn shift now!!! >:( I just wanna get fired soooooo bad!!! I've NEVER wanted to be fired from a job than I do now!!! I've cried at work and home cause of this manager, numerous times! >:'( Haven't even been there a long time. I'm NEVER working there again after I leave or get fired! I beg my manager to get fired... Not literally, it's just a HUGE wish I have... A spirit I work with, I've asked them if they can make it to where I get fired from my job, and they said yes! So, hopefully I'll get fired soon! I've been trying SO hard to find a different job as QUICK as I can... I'm also telling co-workers about it, hoping they'll say something to our manager, and my manager ends up firing me. I BEG to be fired from there... I don't break easy, but if my manager gets after me for not doing my job right, when I DO TRY, and they say I DON'T try, I might bark. I don't get pissed off like that much, but when it's to where I've had enough and all my limits are pushed, I stand up for myself. (which isn't easy for me to do...) I just hope I don't see the manager when I go back to work soon... I'm done feeling I'm below everyone. I'm done feeling insecure and scared there. I'm done having bad anxiety the day before a shift and it ends up staying with me during that shift... Like the second I start my shift, I CAN'T WAIT for it to end... </3 Fingers crossed I get let go!!!