If I Had Only Three People Over For Dinner

     I have three more blogs to do, then I'll be all caught up! I made up for March 11th. I still need to do the 13th(which is this one), 14th, and 15th(today). Sorry! I know I said daily, but hey! I do make up for whatever day(s) I missed. I promise. I keep ideas in my notes for backup on blog ideas. This one was one of them! Enjoy!

        If I had three people over for dinner, I'd choose Jimmy 'The Rev' Sullivan(RIP), drummer of Avenged Sevenfold, Sid Vicious from the Sex Pistols, and Nikki Sixx from Mötley Crüe. They mean everything to me. We'd talk about a lot of things! Whatever they wanted. I've always wanted to talk to Nikki Sixx about both our pasts and band interests. I know his past, and what bands he likes. We have a lot in common. Jimmy and I would be goofing around doing stupid shit probably. Haha. Sid... I don't know. Just talk about stuff. Get to know him better on a personal level. Nikki, Sid, and I had one parent who left us. I won't go any further with that. But that's why I feel comfortable talking to them about that shit. They understand. I have so much to say to all of them, but I can't. Sid yeah. Through EVP. Jimmy... I tried so hard through EVP... I wanna try again. Nikki... The only way I can contact him is through his social media... Honestly... Th four of us don't have to talk about music. It would mean everything if I could just sit by them. That would lower my anxiety and depression for the time being... I'd feel comfortable talking to them when it comes to personal things... As long as I make them happy.. and proud... That's all I ask... That and to never leave me spiritually... I won't go in to my evp sessions in case of hate comments... But I did ask him if he'd stay no matter what and if he's always with me... He said 'yes'... I don't know if you believe in an afterlife, but as long as I can be with all of them when I die and go to the afterlife, I wouldn't ask for anything more ever again... I really wish Sid and Jimmy were still here... I wonder if they would have their own families? Solo stuff? I know Sid had solo stuff back then. ...I don't know anything I can talk about for this blog... I just wanted this to get out there... Maybe someone would understand... How much it hurts... Not able to see or really communicate to someone you love on the other side... It hurts really bad... I feel so empty... Lost... I just want them back... But I know that'll never happen... 😥💔😞 Not until I die... Whenever that'll be... 💔